Welcome to my new blog! In this post, I want to take you on a journey, sharing with you my experiences and how they have shaped me into the person I am today. From rocky & confusing beginnings to where I am now, it has been a remarkable journey filled with challenges, growth, and accomplishments.
Where It All Began
Let's start at the beginning. I was born and raised in Indiana for the totality of my youth. Growing up, I faced many obstacles, I could always tell that I was different than my family members and most of my peers. It was challenging to be the one that always seemed singled out or the one considered the 'black sheep'. The main thing I noticed time and time again about myself, is that I always seemed more sensitive to the world around me. For the longest time, I had always said that my sensitivity was my biggest weakness. Well instead, of letting sensitivity have a hold on me anymore, I have learned how to use it for my benefit and propel myself forward.
Life is never without its obstacles, and I faced my fair share along the way. One of the biggest was when my partner of over 9 years, the only father-figure to my daughter, passed away from a heart attack on October 31, 2022. This was the biggest shock to my life, where everything was turned upside-down. However, something miraculous happened out of all the trauma and transformation, there was a spiritual awakening that was occurring that could not be ignored. From his passing I developed a strong desire within to search for my true purpose in life. During the last year since his passing, I have grown immensely and learned a lot about life and the universe. There is so much to be discovered in this world and I have helped fill that desire utilizing tarot and connecting with the divine. Each hurdle I encountered has taught me valuable lessons and helped me develop resilience and determination. I have learned to better adapt, problem-solve, and persevere, and throughout this past year it has brought me a peace and serenity, that I hope you too can all experience and obtain.
Discovering My Passion
During this journey, I had the strong desire to find my purpose and do some major soul searching. It was through this exploration that I rediscovered tarot. I started utilizing tarot and other conduits to try and connect with my partner who had passed. That's when I discovered how much I actually connect with tarot and feel it is a part of my purpose. I also realized how petty and not important, certain focuses were on my life. The great pain I felt with his death, showed me what real pain was and in turn my passion in life changed. This passion embraces helping others and making a positive impact on the world. A revelation that fueled my drive and motivated me towards a direction that aligned with my values. Like the death card in the tarot deck, which means a death and a rebirth, he may of passed away but with his passing a great passion has been inspired within me...A rebirth, of sorts.
Gratitude and Reflection
As I reflect on my journey, I am filled with gratitude for the opportunities I have been given and the people who have supported me along the way. I am grateful for the lessons learned, the growth experienced, and the person I have become. My journey has shaped me into a stronger, more compassionate individual, and I am excited to share my knowledge and experiences with others.
Thank you for joining me on this journey. I hope that through my blog, I can inspire and empower others to embark on their own path of growth and self-discovery. Together, let's embrace the challenges, celebrate the victories, and continue to learn and grow with the help of divine and tarot.